First let me say Happy Mother’s Day even though it is 11:30 at night and I am still in my pj’s ready to shower again because unlike others my child said she didn’t know what to get me for mother’s day. I mean it’s not like I really wanted anything because all that is going to happen is I will end up giving her back the money she spent. So I don’t know how to feel about not getting nothing. I lost my mother five years ago and this is the first year I have gotten through without crying and shutting myself out of life. But I am gift giver that is how I show love (which I didn’t know was a language until I was committed in a behavioral center after losing my mother but more on that later) that is how I show I care about you and what you feel. So should I get upset because I don’t receive the same show of affection. I love my daughter even after she posted that God forsaken photo of us as a cover photo but it will be changed later. Is it fair to get mad because our kids don’t buy gifts for this day even when they didn’t ask to be here ( and yes I have heard that). So I am feeling , hell like I said I don’t know or is it I don’t know how to respond when someone ask What did you get for Mother’s Day